I gave it some thought and did some soul searching. I discovered that at the core of my desire to “throw in the towel” is simply a fustration with the limited amounts of time I have to dedicate to this cause. In addition to that, I have been bouncing back and forth between making it a fun show or a serious show. I am a silly guy at heart and enjoy laughing/making jokes. I have been very serious about the content because the content IS very serious. So I am dealing with a mix of emotions from dissapointment that I have been doing the show half ass for two years and the reality that even if it was done to the my full potential, it would be far too serious for me to actually enjoy doing it.
So here is the thing, I want this site to be the best and most extensive archive of balanced information available on the net. I want to keep it here so that everybody who wants to research can fully do so without having to go wondering around in conspiracy world. This subject matters to me and I feel it is my biggest priority to make the information available to all. So I cannot in good concience quit even if it is going to be done over a period of time.
Not sure how to proceed from here. I guess I am going to just continue as I have been for so long now in the hopes that over time things will just work out. Two years ago I was waiting for that to happen and it never did but maybe soon it will. I am in the midst of major lifestyle change so it has more of a potential of working out in the near future than anytime before. Keep me in your prayers and hopefully Godwilling, I will be able to complete what I started.
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